Kelvin had been giving me hot and cold treatment recently, leaving me feeling tired and confused. Sometimes he can be very nice to me, but he can also turn out to be a monster at the other moment.. I am very depress, but there is nothing i can do to improve the situation.
It seem to me that gaming is very important to him, he focus on his game much more than on me. If he is not gaming, then he is lying on the bed sleeping. Sometimes he will bring me out for a movie, but he sure say something to irritate me. Eg, " I thought i can rest today since the game server is down, but you pull me out for movies." He feel that he is not a bad bf b'cos he do not club and flirt at outside, just playing games at home. He never know that it make no difference if he do not care for his gf. I really dont understand what is so interesting about the game. He can go straight home after work and start gaming till the time he go to bed. Im sure that in every relationship, couples will call each other a few times everyday to update them on their life and to talk. But He never contact me at all. At most, talk a few sentences in msn. He make me feel so invisible in his life.
I am very tired in this relationship, and i never feel loved in this relationship from the begining till now. I feel it's time for me to reconsider about this relationship. Really feel like letting go of this relationship and focus on my studies and career..
When will my guardian angel fly down from the sky and save me from all the sadness...
It seem to me that gaming is very important to him, he focus on his game much more than on me. If he is not gaming, then he is lying on the bed sleeping. Sometimes he will bring me out for a movie, but he sure say something to irritate me. Eg, " I thought i can rest today since the game server is down, but you pull me out for movies." He feel that he is not a bad bf b'cos he do not club and flirt at outside, just playing games at home. He never know that it make no difference if he do not care for his gf. I really dont understand what is so interesting about the game. He can go straight home after work and start gaming till the time he go to bed. Im sure that in every relationship, couples will call each other a few times everyday to update them on their life and to talk. But He never contact me at all. At most, talk a few sentences in msn. He make me feel so invisible in his life.
I am very tired in this relationship, and i never feel loved in this relationship from the begining till now. I feel it's time for me to reconsider about this relationship. Really feel like letting go of this relationship and focus on my studies and career..
When will my guardian angel fly down from the sky and save me from all the sadness...
